Freakchylde's

I’m being lazy this week. I really shouldn’t, but I feel the need to. The rest of this afternoon, I’m planning to meditate, I’ve been planning on doing that, but I’ve never gotten around to it and I need to quit avoiding it. I’m not sure what is going on inside of me, I know I can’t go out because if I do, I’ll go shopping and right now I’m saving up for a pair of boots, and this month is going to be expensive for me. I’ve got my IRA contribution coming up, then I’ve got a couple of concerts I’ve already paid for. Ozzfest won’t need additional money outside of water money. ProgPower is a different story, I know I’m going to want lots of money to spend there. Camping, I doubt I will feel the need to spend money because most of my reason for going to festivals is to meet the people, just be out in the middle of no where, and to go to some of the workshops they have during the weekend. I’m not sure what’s getting into me, it’s not that I feel lazy, it’s that I feel I’m neglecting myself and that I haven’t figured out what part of me I’m neglecting. After meditation, it’s a reading hour again, I would love to do that outside, but the fucking mosquitos are being a bitch lately. Ya know, from the sounds of it, it’s sunny in England now, maybe I’ll move there if the rainy season is going to move here.