I feel really weird. I’m not sure exactly what kind of energy it is, my Scotsman thinks it’s energy that was directed at him, but I really don’t know. Our outing today was really good all morning, and then lunch happened. I don’t know what is up, or what happened, or if anything went wrong. I just feel this utter need to start crying and I’m not sure why. It’s this outsider feeling popping up inside me again, but I’m not sure if it’s directed at me. I just really don’t know.

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