I’m having a low day. I requested the paperwork to up my credit line yesterday, and in going over all my contracting wages I realized that there’s no way I’m going to get the increase. My gross monthly, at this point, is less than my car payment. I was doing so much better when I was actually working doing massage. I continually get harped on because of the job situation, mainly because I have hope that I can actually make this company work. I also want to be doing more work with athletes and getting my hands dirty, instead of doing the “ohhhhhh, how good that feels” stuff. I’ve talked with one sports org at this point, gotta get my resume together for that *fingers crossed* and hopefully something will pan out at some point.
At any rate, I feel like shit, my boss is skimping my therapists on pay again and he claims he’s gonna have cash for me tonight, and I think he’s lying. This might be the straw for me, especially given a $200+ invoice is due on Friday.