Today, I feel dead inside. My meeting went well, just got back from it and spent most of day in a meeting. I couldn’t focus much, but at least we made some headway. I’m angry, upset, and empty. My Scotsman has been wonderful these last couple of days, been helping me plan and work through all this stuff. Have gotten wonderful suggestions from several people, thank you very much, I’m working with those and setting myself up for the future. I still have a few people I’ll need to talk to, in the meantime. Gods, I’m trying not to bury this within myself, which is what I’m struggling with, because I want to, but I know I don’t have time to wait for it to re-surface.

Anyway, goal tonight is the range. I need to sleep.