Scorpio (October 23-November 21)
Your circumstances aren’t as dire as you feared, Scorpio. The freaky monster in the closet is bored with spooking you and will soon be departing the premises. Meanwhile, one of your other tormentors is about to experience some personal sadness that will soften his or her heart toward you. There’s more: The paralysis that has been infecting your funny bone will miraculously cure itself, and the scheduled revelation of the rest of your dirty secrets will be summarily canceled. I hope you’re not feeling so sorry for yourself that you fail to notice this sudden turn in your luck. It may take an act of will for you to wake up to the new dispensations that are available.
Well, considering I never feared them in a manner that could be considered ‘dire’, that’s good (does this mean I’m turning into an optimist?). All of my tormentors are my own emotions, if the emotion of anger can soften, that would be great. I am seriously not used to dealing with him anymore, as I managed to kick him out of my life for a bit.
But wait! There’s more!!!!
I do really need to laugh right now. Call me a convert, but in the past couple of years I have really learned how to laugh and enjoy myself, not taking serious the things that weren’t serious. It has been great, and I have found the healing properties of a really good laugh. As for the revelation, well, I haven’t had the a-ha moment on that one, and I’m still waiting for it. But I guess that will happen when it happens, no sense in rushing it because it will come at the exact moment that will be beneficial to me.
As for noticing, glad someone sent me the memo, because I’ve had too much cloud cover to see much of anything lately. Been trying to take the space to acclimate, but hey, doesn’t always happen the way I want it to, oh well. I can only work with the options I have available to me, and sometimes that doesn’t provide me with the most optimal of results.
So, an act of will? Maybe some good meditation this weekend. Give me something to look forward to, that includes tranquility and relaxation. Where to go from here? Forward.
I have to say I love reading your blog. You are insightful, you take personal inventory, and you are willing to grow and change, even when it’s painful.
Hugs to you.