Day: June 24, 2005

I survived. We missed our flight (Zoomie, see what you cause? Just teasin), but the guy at the counter was kind enough to get us out 2 hours later with a cheap ticket change fee.

I’m not sure what is going on, well, I do know, but I’m not going to discuss it here, but I ended up massively pissy at the airport. So I cranked me up some Crimson and Clover and mellowed out. Finished reading Memoirs of a Geisha on the plane, and promptly settled into the watery eyes but managed to not collapse on the plane.

I hate emotions, I really do. I was never able to deal with them as a child, and I definitely can’t deal with them now that I’ve made the committment to feeling and experiencing them. But, it has got me contemplating actually going and getting meds prescribed for my depression. Never liked the drugs, but I’m really getting sick of the roller coaster that I’m on, as the crests and valleys are getting too frequent for my liking.

With that said, I very much enjoy the company of my neice. As much as I didn’t want to come out here this weekend, it might be what I need.

This afternoon, I am off to visit the ‘rentals and my neices. Should be fun, but I’m already sympathizing with the 3 terrors, as they’re slowly realizing that all their window spots with nice breezes have been closed. Poor babies. I think I have most things taken care of, or at least some semblance. I’ll need to remove my tear gas from my keychain (bastard TSA). My hope is that they allow me both my clothes bag and my backpack on the plane. No way in fucking hell I’m allowing for them to check my clothes. All-in-all, I expect a decent weekend, too bad I won’t be able to hide from the rest of my family on Sunday. It’s my gram’s b-day, I think it’s her 80th, but for some reason I thought she was older than that. At anyrate, that is my boring life right now. 🙂 Enjoy.

This afternoon, I am off to visit the ‘rentals and my neices. Should be fun, but I’m already sympathizing with the 3 terrors, as they’re slowly realizing that all their window spots with nice breezes have been closed. Poor babies. I think I have most things taken care of, or at least some semblance. I’ll need to remove my tear gas from my keychain (bastard TSA). My hope is that they allow me both my clothes bag and my backpack on the plane. No way in fucking hell I’m allowing for them to check my clothes. All-in-all, I expect a decent weekend, too bad I won’t be able to hide from the rest of my family on Sunday. It’s my gram’s b-day, I think it’s her 80th, but for some reason I thought she was older than that. At anyrate, that is my boring life right now. 🙂 Enjoy.

This afternoon, I am off to visit the ‘rentals and my neices. Should be fun, but I’m already sympathizing with the 3 terrors, as they’re slowly realizing that all their window spots with nice breezes have been closed. Poor babies. I think I have most things taken care of, or at least some semblance. I’ll need to remove my tear gas from my keychain (bastard TSA). My hope is that they allow me both my clothes bag and my backpack on the plane. No way in fucking hell I’m allowing for them to check my clothes. All-in-all, I expect a decent weekend, too bad I won’t be able to hide from the rest of my family on Sunday. It’s my gram’s b-day, I think it’s her 80th, but for some reason I thought she was older than that. At anyrate, that is my boring life right now. 🙂 Enjoy.