Day: June 3, 2005

Ok, so I feel like there’s this piece of me missing. Not sure why it’s hollow, or exactly where the space is, but I can at least sense that it’s there. The sun is finally peeking out, a bit. Still a good amount of cloud cover, but it’s at least a bit yellow instead of drab gray. I need to finish up my letter to the Druid Warrior, got some more to write on that, but the pictures are printing out now, and I’ve got everything else set-up. Gods, this is bugging the shit out of me! I have no clue what all is just jumping at me. I know it’s not the issues from the other day, because I’ve rationalized it all to where the twinge is just a pencil nudge. I can’t see that this is another situation of “something is about to happen, and I’m fluttering because I can’t see it”. Honestly, there is nothing there to that twinge either, keen sense isn’t telling me a damned thing but I’m feeling this internal fight to get out of my skin and I have no bloody clue why. *sigh*

Today, ended up being a spa day, just got out of a soak and a facial. The fight card for tonight looks good, and the place is easy enough to find, so I’m expecting some good stuff. Wish I had a date for it, maybe that’s my issue. Heading off into a new place with no one that I know there.

I think it’s time to go gnaw on something again. When in doubt just bite? Hrm, has some merit, methinks.

Sand, beach, sand, beach, mountains, river, water…..FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, so I feel like there’s this piece of me missing. Not sure why it’s hollow, or exactly where the space is, but I can at least sense that it’s there. The sun is finally peeking out, a bit. Still a good amount of cloud cover, but it’s at least a bit yellow instead of drab gray. I need to finish up my letter to the Druid Warrior, got some more to write on that, but the pictures are printing out now, and I’ve got everything else set-up. Gods, this is bugging the shit out of me! I have no clue what all is just jumping at me. I know it’s not the issues from the other day, because I’ve rationalized it all to where the twinge is just a pencil nudge. I can’t see that this is another situation of “something is about to happen, and I’m fluttering because I can’t see it”. Honestly, there is nothing there to that twinge either, keen sense isn’t telling me a damned thing but I’m feeling this internal fight to get out of my skin and I have no bloody clue why. *sigh*

Today, ended up being a spa day, just got out of a soak and a facial. The fight card for tonight looks good, and the place is easy enough to find, so I’m expecting some good stuff. Wish I had a date for it, maybe that’s my issue. Heading off into a new place with no one that I know there.

I think it’s time to go gnaw on something again. When in doubt just bite? Hrm, has some merit, methinks.

Sand, beach, sand, beach, mountains, river, water…..FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had meeting yesterday with cool boss. Very productive as usual. Meeting with drama boss today, hopefully it won’t last long. Going to a fight tonight, looks to be very cool, just gotta find the place. Need to get credit card payment out today so I can snag Ozzfest tickets for next month – itinerary to be coming. Checked in on the Cpl yesterday, good response so far, lots of letters and stuff coming in, so I’m happy about that. His family needs all the outside support it can get. Need to finish my letter to my other Army boy overseas and get his protection charm and books out to him. Need to pack up my Zoomie’s present and ship that out to him, as well.

Now to only hope my boss got off his ass and has my last invoice payment, and the leftover from the first invoice ready to be paid in full.