Scorpio (October 23-November 21)
In his book Starbucked, Taylor Clark claims there is a woman who goes into a Seattle Starbucks every day during the morning rush and orders a “decaf single grandé extra vanilla two-percent extra caramel 185-degrees with whipped cream caramel macchiato.” Maybe her request seems overly fussy and demanding, but in the next 12 days I encourage you to be equally as exacting in asking for what you want. You have a poetic license to be extremely specific as you go about your quest for fulfillment.
I can’t have what I want, so I’m not going to bother with asking for it.
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fussy and demanding?
perhaps self-centered and inconsiderate.
reminds me of the people that would stop at the McD’s drive up and order 6 big macs at closing time.
otherwise,
you can have what you want, you just haven’t figured out what that is at this point, and you are all confuzzled over the pain you are going through.
once you get past this, you will be fine.
(until the next crisis)
yer a good woman. hang in there
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Re: fussy and demanding?
No, what I want is a guy who won’t have me at this point. So, no, I can’t have what I want. No sense in asking for it, since I know the answer already.
What I’d like, otherwise, well, I don’t really care. I guess to go on with my life and find something to replace the extinguished flame. But this time around, it’s not going to be a human, that hallway has been locked and boarded up. Love sure, but absolute openness, no.
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Re: fussy and demanding?
sigh. i hear you darlin.
right now, for me, it’s nether love nor openness. i guess i’m not letting either in.
the save here, is that i have felt this way before, and then found both, so i know that sooner or later life circumstances will change, and things will open up.
i also know that NOTHING i, or anyone else will say can ease you on your way at this point.
just hang in there.
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