Author: Saille

Who am I? On the surface I'm a nature-loving dirt worshipping hippy in search of a good adrenaline rush. That's all I have for now.

So last night, I headed out to the sister gym in Villa Rica, with my training partner. Holy hell am I sore today! A is back in a happy place (which makes me happy) and I’m finding my desire to train again. It was good, learned a couple of new Gi chokes from C, helped one of their white belt females a bit and gave a helpful smack to one of their male heavy weights on the concept of using strength (he spent too much time trying to yank on my elbow for an armbar). It was a good talk, he was very apologetic and I explained to him he needs to focus on the grip break, not the yanking of the arm – especially with people who are holding onto their arm for dear life because they see it breaking if they let go. 😀

Anyway, it was a good night and catching up with my old training partner. Miss him, wish I could make it up there earlier to train with him.

Scorpio (October 23-November 21)

A lesbian reader who calls herself “Speedy Slow-Hand” wrote to me asking for advice. She explained that she keeps getting obsessed with the half-feral amazons whom her intense Scorpio self lusts after, and this causes her to miss making contact with the warm, nurturing women her softer side craves. Is it better to have someone to run the race with, she asked, or someone to massage her feet after the race? Whether or not you yourself are in the hunt for love, Scorpio, I think her testimony is an apt metaphor for your current dilemma. Should you go with the choice that makes your spirit burn with pungent excitement, or should you opt for what feeds your soul with rich relaxation? I would like to suggest that there’s at least a 30 percent possibility you could have both.

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How about someone who will run some of the races with you, then reciprocate foot massages at the end? I’d be happy with 30%, 100% would get to be too monotonous. Then again, some who is willing to show up to wait at the end of the line would be nice, too.

Scorpio (October 23-November 21)

Attention all aspiring lottery winners! If you will ever in your life win more than $10 in the lottery or similar game of chance, this would probably be the time. I’m not saying you definitely will. I’m simply suggesting that your odds are better than usual — certainly better than the chances that you’ll be invited by Brad Pitt to co-star with him in a feature film about alien pirates set in 22nd-century Madagascar. On the other hand, the possibility of a dumb-luck windfall is still rather remote compared to the likelihood of other kinds of financial progress. For instance, there’s an excellent chance that you’ll stimulate the flow of good fiscal karma if you spend quality time taking inventory of your approach to money and developing a long-term master plan to promote your prosperity.

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Yeah, been working on that whole “approach to money” issue. Usually I’m pretty good with it, granted, I’ll admit, I’ve been spending more this last week than I should. But I make a point of weighing the needs vs wants issue when necessary. Business-wise, I don’t touch anything in the business account, unless it’s paying a bill or shelling out for payroll. And if things at the Doc’s office hold, and a payment schedule for the dumbass is set up, I’ll be able to get completely caught up with taxes and get ahead on them.

This weekend rocked, made it out to the gothy Potluck at Kortney and Stevhan’s. Made it out to dinner with the ET and co. Yesterday was introducing the awesomeness that is Kortney to the awesomeness that is teh Su. We had fun, got underwear, got Wafflehouse and found lots of cool ideas for teh Su’s hatch day. Downside, idiot at the Tmobile dealer who is making me go talk to an actual Tmobile dealer. How he still has his job, I have no clue.

Saturday, I got to dinner early, so took a walk through Junkman’s. Snagged a new corset (wow, they have well-made ones!!!!), with pink butterflies on the front panels. When I sized it, it would have fit right, but when it came down to cinching, I can close it. Dammit! I wasn’t sure if I needed a 26″ or a 24″. Well, now I know. But I have a cool corset that still cinches me down, and I can share it with teh Su. Dinner was cool, got to see the ProgPower crew and spend some time with the ET (who unfortunately had a headache).

After that, was off to the gothluck around the corner from my apartment. Was nice to see that crew, even though some were leaving as I arrived. 😦 The idea of Kortney being within biking range is awesome. I sense a tan in my future.

My amusement for the weekend, is seeing the closed sign still on my pool (they haven’t cleaned it yet) and seeing about 20 people in it. We have 2 other pools that are clean, why they can’t read, I will never understand. Oh well, tis funny.

Now, it’s work time. Wheeeeee!!!!!!! Have some errands this afternoon, will probably come home first and hop on the bike to run them.

Oh yeah, diet change has helped out Elan, so far. Last night I filled the feeder, so we’ll see if having access to food all the time changes that.

Back at the cafe, for an extended lunch. The relaxation aspect of life is starting to kick back in, and I’m ending up more productive as a result. Yesterday I skipped training, opted to sleep in a little bit (even though I was ready to leave the house on time). Instead, chose to finally get the underwear through the wash and clean up around the house. Finally starting to tackle the dining room corner o’Doom, in prep to have the floor cleaners come in and finally de-scent it. I’ve cleaned my closets so there are no storage units under my bed. Next step is to clean out the drawers again, in prepping for the new bed and seeing if there’s a way to move the room around a bit – if that’s an option I want to pursue.

I’ve even started to dream again, that makes me very happy. This weekend is some friend-time, have dinner with the ET & co. tomorrow, then potluck with the goth crew. Sunday is undies shopping with teh Su and maybe dinner, we shall see.

Otherwise, just gonna relax for another 45 minutes before heading off to my client. Beautiful day. Prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Scorpio (October 23-November 21)

As I was driving out in the country, I spied a curious statement written in large crooked letters on a homemade sign: “I have seen the truth and it doesn’t make sense.” I’m guessing you might feel that way yourself right now, Scorpio. You have summoned the courage to see the deeper reality beneath the official story, but that has made you more confused than you were when you only possessed a smattering of iffy facts. So you’re smarter and better informed, but are nonetheless feeling less secure. My advice: Don’t flee back into the fake comfort of comfy delusions. If you can maintain your poise in the face of the raging ambiguity, you will ultimately be rewarded with a big dose of cathartic clarity.

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Yeah, point right now is to not remain in the comfy confines, but to push forward to where I need, and want to be. The whole point of making the changes that I have, is to move forward, not be stagnant anymore.

Now, to bathe a cat. 😀

I need to reset my work boundaries, again, as I believe I have over-booked myself today. As much as I loved having the 3-day weekend, not having yesterday has made today a bit too hectic and I’m actually worried that I won’t make it everywhere I need to go, today, on-time and do the things I need to do. Thankfully, it means next week will be better spread out. At this point, I think I’m going to limit work to the doc’s office on Tuesdays, so I’m not driving there, driving to Buckhead, then driving back. Monday will be available for my office. This will not be cool for one of my clients, but I need to make sure that I don’t over-extend myself and find myself working all the time. Fastest means to burn out and hate my life. Not interested in doing that, again. Plus, I still need to get back into training mode, at least on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Then again, I need to find a desire to train, I’m feeling less than thrilled with the idea of going to Jiu Jitsu, lately. Lack of decent training partners is one of the biggest things, heeps of disrespect by the main instructor is the other. And knowing that this whole thing is disappointing my Professor makes me feel ill and weighs me down.

Positives:
Good paychecks=more things paid off.
lazy work days.
Next major purchase is my bed w/mattress and a new futon mattress. Of course, this comes after I take care of the car stuff. 🙂

Happy happy happy.

I am secretly amused at the Pelosi circus and will laugh hysterically if an inquiry shows that she lied (but I think her deflections to the blame Bush mantra is already a hint at that, but we shall see).

Scorpio (October 23-November 21)

It’s your choice, Scorpio. You could be a creative dynamo who changes the course of local history — or you could be a plain old boring sex maniac. What’ll it be? We here at the Free Will Astrology Libido Management Center encourage you to at least partially sublimate your unruly mojo into beautiful works of art, innovative business solutions, and brilliant strokes of collaboration. You don’t have to stop boinking altogether; just make it the second most important thing you rather than your raison d’etre.

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Sex maniac, me? LMAO! That said, the Muse has been stroked quite nicely, so I’m expecting a flood of words here soon.