So, re-shaved my head. Contemplating somewhat of a haircut, not sure though. I need to do something. I also need to get out and start doing crap. I remember a point in time where I had some dreams and actually had the momentum to go follow them. Now, I can barely drag my ass out of bed before 9 AM, and when I do get the push to do something, I get derailed. I want to start rock-climbing again. I want to do something more than sit around the house, or sitting in bed. I want to be able to get up in the morning and say, “Who cares, I’m going to do what I want to do today.” And not give a second glance to the bed and its contents. I need to follow my dreams, desires, and needs.

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  1. Lara, you know we love you. Hang in there, sometimes it seems like we’re losing touch with our dreams but you and I both know you have the drive and determination to stick to the ones which are more than just passing fancies. Please don’t be too hard on yourself, if you have to let a few things go in order to stay strong and stick to the things which are truly important, do it. Don’t beat yourself up over the things you need to take just for you, k? *hugs*

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