Freakchylde's

Well, the bathroom is now mildew-free. It looks pretty. Decided to hold off on working out till this evening, and doing something light. Definitely have to hit the hot tub though, looks too nice. I am finding it hard to motivate myself to do the things I need to. Takes forever. Hopefully, my workouts will slowly work into the way that yoga has (granted, money shortages tend to prevent the classes). Maybe I will make an effort to check out the center’s yoga classes. My reason for not going tends to be the mish-mash that they are. I go to an Ashtanga instructor, and I love it because he mixes pilates and Kundalini in. He actually teaches, we discuss different breathting techniques, life applications, etc. The last classes I took at a gym had the breathing, and that was it. The basic feel was “we’re here to get in shape, doing as little as possible”. Now, I know I wasn’t the only one in the class feeling the opposite of that, and many of us didn’t stay long. If only to find a fitness center yoga instructor who isn’t into the “feel good, burn calories” mind-set, I’d be great. *sigh* I’m trying to become balanced and in that find health, but all these places are more interested in how much weight/fat I’ll lose, hell, I’m happy to maintain my weight, but increase my energy levels. My scotsman thinks I need my saratonin levels checked, he’s probably right. We went to bed yesterday at 8.30P, I finally dragged myself out of bed at 10.30 this morning. There is definitely a chemical imbalance.