I’m sitting here watching a movie. I feel like I should be doing something else, but in the realization that it’s Sunday and the stuff I’d love to do, is no longer open. A bit lost, nothing available and the fact that the backyard would just remind me of how much more work I have to do on it. The plans suddenly disappeared at the fact of singledom today, from last night. Illuminations has some cool candle holders and votives on sale, from halloween that I wanted to go get. Nada, plans cancelled. Oh well, I do it myself, so I can’t hold issues when it’s done to me. I need a weekend friend, for those odd times I wish to go out and do something odd. Seems all my friends are getting married lately, thankfully, not all of them are. *sigh* Why do I feel like I’m being so pathetic so often lately?