I’m finding some interesting things out. I haven’t been sticking to my diet very well, again, and I’m finding some interesting clarity in those moments between realizing that I need to eat and when the shakes become too intense to do anything. I think I’m going to actually start working during those times to see what I can uncover. Today, I sat in the car, taking in everything that was around me, being an outside observer that is fully integrated into what I’m observing. It was pretty bloody cool. Not that I gained any personal relevatory insight, but I did notice the distince feeling of liminal existance. Now, to learn how to do that without going into the shakes.