D*Con – the end:

Today was cool, got shopping stuff, including some custom candle sticks for my home alter. Verra cool. Staring and drooling paid off, got Lani Tupu’s autograph, with pic *eg*. I’m tired as hell, couldn’t get to sleep till 5 this morning. I’m still feeling fuzzy on where I stand in perspective to my group of friends. I feel distant, though most of that is self-created. I know I need to move scenes again, going more towards the metal crowd and away from the gothy crowd. I don’t know, there’s drama in every scene, but lately it seems like the drama is the only thing I have in commonality, to discuss, with anyone else. It makes me feel like I’m slacking in some area and need to move on. I miss my friends in Cali, and even a few in Texas. Not sure what I want, again. I do feel more confident in my music, and I’m working on that realm on my own. Sometimes, I’m just not sure on where I stand on anything.

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  1. You just have to regain equilibrium… hang in there. We’ll do tea this week and talk about anything or lots of nothing.

    Got some good photos this weekend… will have to add those to the Freakchylde Archives.

    Hope your knee’s healing okay!

    –J

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    1. Re: Glad you’re home!!

      yeah, i heard i’d probably have had fun *eg* but, alas, sleep was more important, even though it was sidetracked by a law and order marathon.

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