Day: June 23, 2003

Ok, after discussion last night, I’ve come to this conclusion…

I’m over what happened with the idiot, however, it seems very few others will let it go – including him. So, anytime I’m around others, I’m constantly reminded of my relationship fuck-up. Not to mention the fact that he feels the constant need for it to be all about him and lie to make it all about him. I hate people who always feel the need to be the fucking victim. Annoys me to no end, especially when the fault is mutually shared. Yeah, I ask specific friends to provide me with the latest lies, for good reason – they’re hard to keep up with. A friend suggested the creation of a website where his ex’s can all bitch, since he seems think only he can. Gods, if only I could get in the position, again, to just let it all out on him. But, since my luck isn’t that good, I might as well sit back and let the cosm act out, as it’s doing such a good job at the moment. Thankfully, he’ll have to hop offline sooner or later for several months. That should give me a reprieve from the loads of bullshit that he keeps heaping. To go back to my original conclusion, I’m over what happened to him, but I am not over the lies that have come since. Therein, my issues lie.