Freakchylde's

Ok, my day is officially for shit. Apparently this is the cosmic April Fool’s Day, in regards to me. Everything that could go wrong has (thank the gods I haven’t tried to drive my car), and it’s continuing to go wrong. Seems my ability to communicate has been for shit as well, seeing as though nothing I have said has been understood and nothing I haven’t said has been understood either. I feel an overabundance of negativity around me and I’m hating it to the point I actually cried today. Tried to cry about everything I’ve been feeling the need to lately, but like that happened. So all that still needs an outlet because I couldn’t fucking get that out. I scared the death out of the cats because I decided to attack the couch and use it as a punching bag, while they were on it. Almost threw my laptop out the window, several times. And I’m still hungry. Brunch was hell for me, because I was seriously hungry and for some dumbass reason they couldn’t fulfill my request, after the waitress finally decided to come around. So, me, being me, decided I wasn’t going to waste money there on food. On top of that, my end of the table was filled with leftover trash from the previous people, which never got cleaned up. Seriously, it was the worst service I’ve ever had at that place, and I definitely was not thrilled with it. I’ve managed to kill the lavendar plant I got for dedication, hopefully it’s not too dead and revives. Almost killed the plant I received last night because “it will live in the car, we’ll get it out in the morning.” Well, this morning the leaves were seriously wilted and the soil was completely dry. Good thing I remembered it, because it will not “survive in the car.” Gods, why do I even bother listening to anyone right now? All it’s doing is making things worse at the moment. All I hope for is that my webserver isn’t cleared out, with no back up. Damn, knowing my luck lately, the fact I just wrote that will result in it happening. Fuck.