Freakchylde's

ok, b-day piercing is in place….in my nose. 🙂 i also got a real good suggestion from a friend for the former engagement ring. now that i have another hole in my nose, i can use the itty-bitty diamond in a new nose screw and i can melt down the setting to make something i want, like an ear-cuff. so that’s what i’m going to do.

in other news…well, there’s not much other news, but i’m going to start attending a few of the borderpagans meetings again. the kennesaw one after work and the gwinnett one, since it’s close to me. it also seems i’ve caused a bit of confusion with a few people over some of my cryptic posts recently. so here’s the explaination: between chaos and order, there is this huge area that is varying shades of gray. in that area, the closer you get to, say, order, the stronger that pull is. like gravity, so to balance, that out in the middle, you’d need to add a bit of chaos to pull that point away from order. i am that point in the gray area, to balance me out, i tend to seek out order and chaos in varying amounts to keep me in a homeostasis between the two. i’ve found that i have lots and lots of order, but not enough chaos. that is why i am seeking out the alternative so that i may, again, become balanced. i hope that is good and satisfying to those i’ve spun into confusion.