transformation is complete, new hair colour, last piercing (for now), and a shiny new tongue stud. got to chat with the moonbird today, the pictures turned out much better than i gave myself credit for. and very much a big thanks to a wonderful moonbird for being such an awesome photographer to show me what my body does actually look like. very much appreciated. at any rate, i now have a full pair of elf ears *eg*. went to a local gun show earlier today and got some ideas on what kind of gun i want. found a couple of small ones that at least fit my hand. sometime this week, my scotsman and i are heading to the gun range to try a few out and see what i like. hmmmmmm, not much else to talk about. joked around with my scotsman this morning about “gothy points” and all that fun stuff. i can’t say i’ve ever seriously considered myself to be a goth, or a gothy type person, i’m just freakchylde. that strange mix of almost everything that somehow manages to work. but ya know, i’m starting to be much more comfortable with myself. i’ve been lucky enough to have the two most recent partners who were happy with me being me, acting like me, and dressing like me (thank you thorn and my scotsman!!!!) that seems to make the two before that seem like something out of the ordinary (david and ‘riain’, you’re putzes that don’t need to waste carbon matter with your existances). at any rate, it’s nice being able to start being me again. haven’t been me since i was 17, feels strange, yet oddly nice.
Grassa says that you should be happy being you. I have met you and you are wonderful.
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