Ok, next friend who’s potentially walking away…

Well, not quite, but it does mean an end to him picking me up for concerts. I’m starting to remember why I can’t stand most females. It’s the jealousy issue. It really is, and it also says something about how highly they think of their partners. Well, in one case there was precedent, but in this one, there is not. So, fingers crossed that Ozzfest brings a meeting so I can meet the future spouse. That way, I can at least get some precedent to work with and hopefully things will go well, and concerting will resume. Otherwise, djaesthetic, you’d better be at the concert Monday!!!!! Or I might add other reasons to hurt you *wink*. If not because you like the bands, but because you want to help protect a friend from the freaks that show up to those shows and act like asses while drunk.

Late post….

Scorpio for Week of May 8th:

“Scorpio actress Rachel Ticotin has appeared in many movies, including “Con Air,” “Natural Born Killers,” and “Full Disclosure,” but my favorite is “Total Recall.” Starring Arnold Schwarzenegger, it’s a science fiction thriller that largely takes place on a human colony on Mars. Ticotin plays a sleazy but demure hooker who is secretly a rebel freedom fighter plotting to overthrow the corrupt, oppressive government. Can you imagine any better role for a Scorpio? It’s a perfect example of how your tribe’s dark side can be expressed constructively. I suggest you find or create your own equivalent in the coming weeks.”

Freewill Astrology

So, I’ve got new ink, but I’m going to have to wait on posting the pic because my server is currently down from the power outage (big storm, electricity go bye bye). Anyway, discussed my future one, artist loved the idea and can’t wait to work on it. Got my new dress too, so all is happy for now. Desk has been moved and the office is slowly making it over here. *fingers crossed* I will be finished with my room within the next week and will be able to progress elsewhere. I have 24 days to get out of that place, so I’m hoping to finish everything by then.

Horoscope for the week of May 1:

“Some people refer to me as an astrologer, novelist, or musician. Others call me a shaman, magician, or teacher. I don’t mind their attempts to sum me up, but I never refer to myself by those terms. My business card says I’m an “Aspiring Master of Curiosity, Apprentice to Crazy Wisdom, and Macho Feminist.” Why? First, I don’t want to get trapped in the elitist egotism that can arise from identifying with a label like “shaman.” Second, careerism is anathema to me. I want the freedom to keep mutating and not be enslaved to my past accomplishments. Third, I never want my life to be defined by my job. Fourth, I claim the exclusive right to name and title myself. No one else can have that power. I recommend that you Scorpios experiment with a similar approach in the coming weeks.”

Compliments of Freewill Astrology

Scorpio for week of April 24th:

In my astrological opinion, it’s a perfect time to introduce more experimentation into your most promising relationship. To stimulate your imagination, here are a few ideas you and your companion might want to try together. 1. Go outside just after midnight, wail five loud cock-a-doodle-doos, then run back inside before you’re caught. 2. Describe to your friend or partner a detailed vision of his or her best possible future. Ask for the same treatment in return. 3. Borrow the approach of the religions that have rituals of eating their gods. Buy a pastry that makes your mouths water, perform a ceremony in which you invite a divine spirit to enter into it, then slowly devour it while gazing in each other’s eyes.

Freewill Astrology

So, I’ve managed to secure my Ozzfest ticket, meet up with djaesthetic for lunch and sympathy, find my email not up yet – though, I’m at least getting a pseudo-real page, as opposed to the fucked up version of register.com’s home page – and as a result of that, I was finally able to get an email to them asking what the hell is up with their servers. Guess they made the decision to not post a “We’re updating” page, or whatnot, and instead let things be confusing and fucked up. Needless to say, I will definitely begin focusing on getting my Linux server up so I can give myself email access instead of relying on outside server registries.

So, I’m doing well today. My hands are sore from facing the ceiling, my legs and back are sore from yoga. Tomorrow is my therapy session, which I’ve been looking forward to for several weeks. I’ve decided that I’ll give it till Sunday before opening up the journal again. I figure that two – three weeks should be enough to get those, who need it, out of the habit of reading my journal. Anyway, tomorrow, I pick up my Ozzfest ticket, and potentially my Opeth ticket. Which, reminds me, I’ll also need to call the Marine to find out if he’s interested in joining me. Otherwise, I’ll be there on my lonesome to meet up with any of you who show up. And by then, I’ll be purple!!!!!!! I hope.

Well, no cat, and I’m no Michelangelo….but now I do have something in common with him. Sitting and staring at a ceiling for hours on end. *grin* Worked a bit more on it this morning, not for several hours, though. I’m doing stuff I shouldn’t, like watching Dangerous Beauty, and pondering means of occupying my mind, and not succeeding. But, alas, I would have made a wonderful courtesan. *sigh* I guess I just have to stick with my fantasies. So, anyone bored enough to want to help me with a ceiling?

Ok, I’m really starting to feel my physical age (much older than I look). Spent the last 2 – 3 hours standing on a ladder facing the ceiling and scraping. Granted, it’s good meditation to think on things, but damn, I HURT!!!!!!!

Oh yeah, the bathroom looks cool. Now to just clean out the tub 😛