So I’m slowly building up to the belief I’ll be able to withstand some pretty serious torture. My therapist found a couple tendons out of place in my shoulders (which would explain the crunchy sound when I straighten them overhead) and put them back into place. Seriously, I rarely, if ever, tear up from pain. I’m one of those odd people who not only have a high pain tolerance, but also too stubborn to have an emotional display to go with it. My usual response is, “Ok, that really hurts.” or some facial expression as I adjust to the pain. But no, yesterday’s session had me in tears. Mainly, because he tripped my tear ducts while working on my jaw. We discussed methods of anger management, and various things I can do to not let it build up to the point I’m having violent outbursts. I’m getting some ideas, and yes, I do need to resume my meditative schedule. The workout schedule is slowly building back up, he even gave me suggestions on which muscles to work to help out my therapy sessions. I just have to be careful on how much weight I lift. Gotta keep from yanking my collar bones out of socket again. 😛

At least my neck is popping again.