Day: January 25, 2004

I finally finished Possession. So much rang true to me when I saw the movie, and even more rings true in the book. It has brought me to thinking of all those lovers I’ve had in the past, good and bad. To top it off, the soundtrack in my head from work, on repeat, has Heart – Must have been love. And as the song states, But it’s over now. Must have been good, but I’m leaving without. I can’t say that I’ve left without, however. Because my feelings in the moment are still the same, reflection hasn’t changed that, even though my opinions and views of the people have changed. My basis for my love has never changed, I saw what I saw and those were my foundations, even if there were vast cracks in the cement that caused it to crumble.

I believe I am coming ’round and healing. Scabs are barely seen, as if a laser cut them away and sanded them down. I like where I’m going.