Day: January 18, 2004

So, re-shaved my head. Contemplating somewhat of a haircut, not sure though. I need to do something. I also need to get out and start doing crap. I remember a point in time where I had some dreams and actually had the momentum to go follow them. Now, I can barely drag my ass out of bed before 9 AM, and when I do get the push to do something, I get derailed. I want to start rock-climbing again. I want to do something more than sit around the house, or sitting in bed. I want to be able to get up in the morning and say, “Who cares, I’m going to do what I want to do today.” And not give a second glance to the bed and its contents. I need to follow my dreams, desires, and needs.