I’m so bloody bored tonight it isn’t funny. I wanted to go hang with Marine but I wasn’t able to talk to him yesterday and he hasn’t called me yet tonight. 😛 Seriously, I understand the need for hobbies, but after work and school I feel like doing some mindless shit, like sitting around in a robe watching Scorpion King and waiting for a couple phone calls because I have nothing better to do. I was planning on cleaning house, but that won’t get finished till tomorrow when I might actually feel like doing it. Funny the way I work, I need 3 day weekends to get stuff done because I need at least a day and a half to rest up and relax after work and school to get up the urge to do the rest of the stuff I need to do (e.g. clean house, that thing I haven’t done in several months). I also have homework to do, stuff to print out and tests to study for. And all I want to really do tomorrow is go driving in the mountains. I’m hoping I’ll be able to convince myself to stay focused for a week and then go driving next weekend. Though, wishes don’t always come true.

I need to beat someone or something. Tired, angry, frustrated, and loads of other emtions that I can’t even find the words to list. Funny how it works out that way, ya know, everything being all balled up into one bundle. Even though it seems like it shouldn’t come together the way it does. *sigh* I give up.

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