Freakchylde's

Well, the official verdict is that I’m going to have to drop Bellsouth as my ISP. In other news, there was a 100 car pile-up today on the main highway through north georgia, killed at least 10 people. Went to the inaugural night of my friend’s promotion at the Chamber. Small group, but it was easy going and a good break from the normal visits to that local. Got to talk to David today. Needless to say, I’m slightly disappointed, but hey, it’s not my life, it’s his. I don’t agree with his choice on the person he’s involved with, but he knows what to expect and is willing to work within those expectations. I did suggest he go in for regular STD testing though, hopefully he’ll take that advice. As for me, I’m doing quite well. Though, I’m starting to pull the end of the dark year bullshit I usually pull every year. I have to start re-evaluating myself because I seem to be complaining too much (but that’s normal *eg*) about other people. Maybe I’m just going through a stress phase, with the bills, the damn ISP, the move, etc., but I’m still acting like a whiny brat, IMO. I’ve still got leftover thoughts in the back of my head from late last year, even though the indications say I shouldn’t worry. Hell, he bought me a new computer. As the Moonbird says, if that’s not a show of committment, what is? Which is true. I get new clothes all the time, I’m not used to being spoiled like this and I’m really not sure what to make of it. Maybe that’s just because I’m so used to working on a tight budget, real or otherwise, that I never bothered to splurge outside of piercings and tattoos. Which, I’m getting two new piercings (ears) and a couple new tattoos when I can afford them. But, alas, things are strange. I have someone who wants to spoil me with everything, including orgasms, and I have no clue what to make of it. Am I seriously worth this much? I never thought so, then again, that’s what happens when you’re secretly a humble person in knowledge of everything else in the world.